sydni henderson

English & creative writing

Home is knowing

Two years ago for a course assignment, I was tasked with creating a speech about something that embodies the word courage. I immediately thought of the Cowardly Lion from the film The Wiz. I presented this to the class and showed them a scene from the movie to prove my argument; but in the end, I was questioned. “Why did you choose this over the original film?” I immediately took the defensive and spit out at this person every factual thing about the movie that I thought someone who didn’t look like me would understand. “This movie features celebrities like Diana Ross and Michael Jackson.” “I grew up watching this.” “It has a great soundtrack.” And then I said the one thing that I knew wouldn’t make sense to anyone in the room, because they were all white. “I’m black.” And there were smiles and chuckles. And that was the end of my speech. But I did not talk about the memories that I made when The Wiz was on. I grew up watching the film because it celebrated black people without bringing up the fact that they were black. I did not mention that we only watched this film on Thanksgiving and Christmas and that this was the only time that I felt like my family was whole. And each time I watched it, I learned something new about my family or about myself. See, the entire film revolves around Dorothy not recognizing what she already has. She wants to go home, but she doesn’t know where home is. I often felt this way. Like Dorothy stranded in a foreign land, I felt alone. But the journey that she takes in the film shows her that she was lonely, not alone. Now, when I picture the embodiment of the word courage, I think of Dorothy. Because she had to let her heart guide her to coming home. She had to believe in a miracle and that miracle was herself. But the person who gave that final push to her was Glinda, the Good Witch of the South. She appears as some sort of fairy godmother though the only gift that Dorothy receives from her is the gift of believing. I watch The Wiz on my own now and cherish the memories that I made with my family. I believe that those memories are there for a reason and that Glinda represents something more than human, something magical that you need to embrace to understand. I hope that when you look at my piece, you can feel that magic and let yourself believe in something that you have had a hard time believing.

Project statement

"Home is Knowing" is about the end of searching and the beginning of acceptance. To me, searching and acceptance are themes that can apply to any aspect of one's life. Whenever I need to be reassured, I always find myself coming back to the movie "The Wiz." "The Wiz" follows the story of "The Wizard of Oz." Dorothy, the main character, spends the entire movie in search of getting back home. Though, a question she indirectly asks herself throughout the film is: What is home? Lena Horne, who is the subject of "Home is Knowing" plays the Good Witch of the South and tells Dorothy that "Home is a place we all must find." I created this piece for someone like me, someone searching for an answer about an aspect of their life. I want “Home is Knowing” to reassure someone regarding their path in life and to know that home will always be found inside.

About the Artist

Sydni Henderson is a creative writer and artist from Detroit, Michigan. She is currently based in Chicago, Illinois and is focusing on fine and digital art. Her artwork is centered on displaying Black joy. She enjoys using subjects from real life to inspire her creations. Her most recent example of this is a collection titled “Life is About Cherishing Those you Love” in which she recreated her old family photos in her art style.

Sydni is now working on a collection of art from Black films and television that shaped her childhood in addition to completing commissions.

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“Sydni Henderson's process is, at core, a sincere search for answers. She takes real risks in her writing and communicates her quests with a storytelling voice that is subtly poetic and powerfully humane.”

-Pegeen Reichert Powell, Chair, English & Creative Writing

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